His Reasons:
I forgave Ben but I had an overwhelming desire to understand all of this. I wanted to know everything. I wanted to understand it all. I am still trying but I doubt I ever will.
He has shared his confusion and his reasons with me as best as he can.
I will not discuss his reasons here. They are not important to my healing and my forgiving. They were HIS reasons. And he had his own hell. As bad as his hell was, there were a million good ways he could have handled it and to me this was the worst. He could have killed me like some men do to their wives….but honestly I believe this was worse. Sounds crazy, but that is how I feel.
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