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Jan 11, 2009

11. A Huge Loss

Ben’s Sisters

They were the ones I turned to first. We were all within a year of each other. We had married about the same time, raised kids together, gone to school together, even given up good careers to become stay home mothers together.

One sister was my best friend before I even knew Ben. My Maid of Honor.

I turned to them first. And as I knew they would be, they were there. They called often, sent gifts, drove me to the doctor, They supported me in every way.

However, something happened between us later. I could feel the distance grow. I sent them subscriptions to magazines as thank you gifts and emails trying to express my feelings…but I could tell something was wrong.

I lost two really good friends and I am not sure why. Maybe they felt let down by their brother, or by me or maybe they just wanted to distance themselves from the evil that I stood for. I am not sure.

But initially they were there for me. They were who I first turned to and they were who helped me out the most.

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